peekaboo8705

I think LiveJournal is really stupid. MySpace and Xanga are so much better. So bye. -Sarah D

Set 1.
List 3 things that bug you - things that others may find trivial.

1: Waking up to my phone ringing and someone I don't want to talk to is at the other end.
2: Being someone's best friend #2
3: Being paid 50 cents an hour to babysit 3 kids.

Set 2.
List 3 things that make chocolate even better.

1: strawberries
2: ice cream
3: pure Hershey's chocolate bars are the closest thing to Heaven

Set 3.
List 3 things you'd rather be doing than playing a game of LJ tag.

1: hanging out with my group of the best people on earth! lol
2: sleeping
3: eating McDonald's mmm...there's no food in this house :(


Now the people that I choose to tag are...

nikki whenever she decides to read my livejournal

Wow it's been 2 months again. Summer's gone way too fast. I was pretty good over all. But now Joey and I are almost constantly fighting now. He decided to replace me with Dez so I guess that friendship's almost over. Time for me to just walk away again. Chris is moving away for college. So life is pretty blah right now. I guess I'll update when I have time again...probably in another 2 months lol! -Sarah D.

Yeah it's been 2 months so I guess I'll try and keep it brief enough for you all to read and still care about.

Prom happened. I graduated. I grew up a lot in the past couple weeks. Joey doesn't mean so much to me anymore and somehow that's ok. I kinda feel a little guilty about it but I just have this feeling that everything's gonna be ok. I met a new friend Chris and his crew is pretty cool. Joey's at his dad's now for a 2 week visit so I'm becoming more independent from him. I might be going up on Friday to visit but nothing's been worked out yet. Things are just gonna be ok.

It's only been forever since I updated.

April 6-Skipped school and went to lunch with Joey. Jess snitched. Grr.
April 8-Kristi's party was so much fricken fun. I can't even believe it. Wow shredded paper wars and the funniest card ever damn that party was the shit.
April 10-I drug Marylynn to the guard competition with me today. That was so much fun. Then we went bowling with Tom.
April 13-I babysat Andru and spent the night at Jess' house and hung out with Joey and Marylynn. Haha you hit a bird!!!
April 14-My mother decided to create some drama.
April 15-Ladies and gentlemen get ready to be amazed. My mother was normal. She was the nice person I remember from so very long ago. She actually let me go to Joey's house...dropped me off...let me stay til 9:30...came to pick me up and talked civily until 12:15 AM!!! Whatever she's on I hope she keeps taking it. Joey and I dyed his hair blond with brown tips. It looked real hott. I am like ready to go to heaven. Things are looking pretty good.
April 16-Went bowling with Marylynn Danny and Kristi then I slept over at Kristi's. Hah omg that was so so much fun. I also finally got to see the movie Party Monster. I wanna be just like them...ya know minus the murder but whatever. Make up costumes and partying what could be better?
April 17-Kristi Danny and Marylynn came over.
April 18-I dyed Joey's hair back to black. It looks hott once again.
April 20-Today was different. School was def. stupid. The teachers found every reason to bitch at me. After school I went to Joey's and watched Party Monster then we went to the mall for a little while and played dress up with prom dresses.
April 21-Job shadowed at Gentle Care. It was different. Going back tomorrow.

Drama with Marylynn. Whoo hoo. So not. So much for friends forever right? At least I still have my Joey. Guess who's taking me to prom? You guessed it! My boy Joey! Yay! I am so so happy.

Joey (9:55:06 PM): u weren't in school it made me sad
Me (9:55:21 PM): yeah i know i won't be there tomorrow either
Me (9:55:27 PM): it made me sad too
Joey (9:55:27 PM): eww why
Me (9:55:47 PM): i'm job shadowing over at gentle care
Me (9:57:57 PM): so how much did you miss me today lol
Joey (9:58:17 PM): alot it almost brought down my fabness
Me (9:58:38 PM): haha!
Me (9:58:58 PM): you make me laugh gotta love it
Joey (10:01:12 PM): lol
Joey (10:01:18 PM): so skrink how was your day
Me (10:01:50 PM): incredibly boring beyond belief
Joey (10:02:43 PM): lol ok scrod
Me (10:03:05 PM): scrod? please
Me (10:03:16 PM): don't even play you logger blogger
Joey (10:03:39 PM): logger blogger u scrod
Me (10:04:41 PM): u know i'm skrinkier than you hah
Joey (10:04:58 PM): u wish
Me (10:05:07 PM): no hunny i know
Joey (10:05:09 PM): four words describe me
Joey (10:05:21 PM): money success fame glamour
Me (10:05:43 PM): now if only u had them

Here's some info about the past week.

April 3-Hung out with Kristi and Danny last night That was so much fun. I love them both so so much more than they'll ever know. Joey and I aren't exactly getting along right now but oddly that's ok with me. And I'm sick. Boo.
April 1-Was chillen with Kristi Danny and Jack. I love them. So much fun.
March 31-Dyed my hair PURPLE!!!
March 28-I went down to Joey's house and then we went over to Friendly's and then we went to the movies and saw The Ring 2. It's a really good movie. It would have been more scary if we weren't like laughing through the whole thing. Umm...then I went bowling with Jess and lost a bet...hmm...let's see what happens.
March 26-Willie and Keenan came over. Then we went and caught the bus to the mall and met Joey and some other people over there. We went to Ruby Tuesday's for dinner and then caught the bus back to Catty. We made an appearance at Jess' house and ended the night at Joey's. I don't know. Keenan and Willie made me cover for them and I hate doing that because it always means lying. To Joey. Who I promised I would never lie to. Well I don't know. I need to see what happens.

It's been like forever since I updated.

March 04-Went to the play again with Joey and Willie. Was worse than I remember but it was still really good.
Quote of the day from yours truly:

Sometimes it's just not worth the fight.

I used to think you should put your life on the line to stand up for your beliefs and that if all else was lost you should always keep hope. And the only thing worth fighting and dying and waiting forever for was love. I don't feel that way anymore. After so many heartbreaks it's just not worth the fight. I'm not strong enough to take it anymore. I give up.

By the way, here are a few of my blond moments of the day.

Popcorn is a vegetable, right?

Break from the play = halftime!
March 5-went to the mall w/Jess and Andru
March 7-went bowling w/Jess and Andru
March 8-slept over @ Erin's house
March 9-11-FCCLA trip. Some Amy/Steve drama. We won gold!
March 11-went to mall and watched The Grudge w/Joey
March 12-went to Joey's guard competition. He did so well. I am so proud of him!
March 17-hung out at the park and went to the mall with Jess Tanya and Andru
March 18-went to the movies w/Joey Cassie Keenan and Joe. Could have been better. Too much drama.
March 19-got kidnapped by Marylynn lol! Went to see Constantine w/Marylynn Jess and Ayla. Taco Bell was fun too! Marylynn bustin' her ass on the curb lol!
March 20-spent all day @ Marylynn's w/Kristi Danny Ayla and Keenan. Lots of Joey/Keenan drama. Was a pretty good day overall.
March 21-chilled w/Joey til 9 and Jess till 12 watched Charmed and Saw. Good day. Broke Joey's bed. Hah wow I feel so stupid.
March 22-park w/Kristi and Danny
March 23-slept over @ Jess' house
March 25-spent all day in the library. Bleh.
March 26-Got 4 new dvd's. Without a Paddle, Easter Parade, The Incredibles and The Secret Window (again) I hate letting people borrow my stuff for that reason.
Ok see I really have been busy. Life is pretty good right now. Much love to all. -Sarah D.

Tues Feb 22, 2005-Joey got a concussion at guard practice :(

Fri Feb 25, 2005-Went to the play Grease with Marylynn Joey and Kristi. It was actually really good. I just wanted to die when Marylynn's ex boyfriend Mike opened his mouth to sing. Someone needs to remind him he has no talent.

Tues March 1, 2005-I hung out with Joey. We cleaned his room. I can see the floor and I'm not really afraid to touch it lol! Keenan came over then too. And then some drama happened but I can't talk about it. (As usual.) But it was a pretty good day overall. As good as it gets lately. I got Joey to admit I'm his best friend. Finally. Hell fucking yeah!

Wed March 2, 2005-Hmm...today wasn't so bad. First school was boring as always. After school I did some yearbook stuff which I didn't really do anything. After that I went to Joey's house for like 5 mins. On the way to his house he like shoved me in snow like 10 times. It was funny. But cold! You know I cannot move that man like even 2 inches and he like shoves me and I go flying. He scared me so bad tonight. He was gonna go through with his plan. He's leaving me this summer though. He's going to Boston from June until September. I'm going to like cry. He better write to me or I'll be so done with that homo. Cuz I know a friendship can't last that long without contact and not be damaged. It's just how life goes. I also know Joey. And he'll call anyone he spends even a little bit of time with there his best friend. And I don't want anyone taking my title. Oh hell no. But ya know what? Everything's going to be ok. I have faith that things will work out just fine. And Joey and I will be best friends forever. No matter what.

(5:01:41 PM): love u
Peekaboo8705 (5:01:46 PM): don't lie
(5:02:06 PM): lol your an angel

Yeah now if only I knew if he wasn't just kidding like he normally does.
Just guess what he did tonight once again and because of who.

Troll's back. Goodie goodie gum drops.

I spent last night at Joey's house. We hung out with Willie and Keenan for a little bit. That was fun. Today Joey and I went to the mall for a while. We bought toy swords just because we could lol! It was fun though. I hurt him though. I felt really bad. I hit him in the ear a little harder than I wanted to. And last night I kinda splashed orange soda on him. So now I feel really really bad. But I love him and he knows it. My mother called down to their house to see where I was and like ruined my entire life. His mom doesn't like me and doesn't want me hanging out with Joey anymore. I'm in danger of losing him once again. Why the fuck do people always have to mess with my life?